Thursday, July 19, 2012
Hannah's First Blanket
Friday, June 29, 2012
Some days are better than others.....
This week God spoke to me during a couple of days which have been really hard days. I'm not sure if it's the heat, the upcoming full moon or just frustration with boredom.
Often times I find I judge myself on being a good mother based on my son's behavior. From my perspective I teach him right from wrong, establish rules for behavior, and when he doesn't follow them or has a bad day, I blame myself. I reflect on what could I have done differently. How could I have helped him more in a situation? It often brings me to tears because, as a mom, my heart aches when all is not right emotionally with my son.
This week God spoke to me, "You are a good mother. You are responsible for your reaction to his choices." That has struck a nerve with me and I have discovered myself repeating mentally, "I am a good mother. I am responsible for my reaction to his choices." This led me to meditate on God's Word and take it a step further that my actions should be Christlike.
Amazingly, I ponder if God looks at us in the same way. He has provided us rules, unconditional love but yet, sometimes we choose to go a different path, make a wrong choice....well, we choose to sin. God blessed us with free similarly to the structure of a parent/child relationship. I cannot imagine God telling Himself the same that I have been repeating to myself but I am so thankful for a God who comforts me in the little things.
In this situation, I have been provided the opportunity to see things through God's eyes which opens my heart up to compassion. Simultaneously, it makes me realize although I am crying over the "bad" day had, I am in charge of my reactions to not only my son's choices but everyone I cross paths with. My prayer is that I am always Christlike in my reactions in all situations.
What about you?
Friday, June 22, 2012
Baby Blanket #5
God has really laid on my heart to make blankets for newborns so I have been in touch with a local nonprofit and have started making those. Hopefully I can master baby hats and other things to go along with the blankets but for now blankets will be the focus.
I have discovered a new tool via the website above about a stripe creating program where you choose your colors, select the rows per each color, and then how many rows you want to do total. It lays out the possibilities. AMAZING and so addictive. The tool can be found here.
With this tool, I created a beautiful shell stripe pattern for my first baby blanket of pink, purple, and antique white. Then I will be doing a boys' striped blanket in pastel green, light blue, and pale yellow.
Oh, before I forget I must let you know that the mystery pattern has been solved. It is the Star Quilt Afghan from McCall's circa 1984. Still working on getting that pattern and finishing that up. Whew......
Until the next time, happy crocheting.
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
A New Pattern Found
Monday, June 4, 2012
Pattern Stars of Mystery......






